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Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 12:55 PM

Hello peeps, I'm here once again. I just need to express my hidden feeling out here. :]

SERIOUSLY, I'm exhausted right now. My intention is just one and only ONE. I am home-sick currently now. I just wanted to get home for few days for some de-stress moment. At here, my stress level is definitely high. I totally felt myself in an irritated mode and difficult to cope with who I'm.

So would you give me a break ? ?

Yeah, I know if I go back, I'd have sacrifice in attending class. As of this these few critical weeks, I shouldn't have go back as I don't really wanted to miss vital information and probably hints might be given for finals.

Well, after my decisive mind has finally told me what to do, I will NOT go home for now.

I'd rather stressed for a month or more at here in order not to lag myself behind others.
I won't whine anything because I knew this is an University life. It's pointless to keep complaining and confessing when you know the reality can't be altered also.
Having stress is absolutely inevitable here and it just depends on how you cope with it.
Talking about stress management, I'm kinda poor in this factor. I don't really get it what's the effective way to deal with my stress. I've tried many alternatives but still useless and pointless which consequently leads me to a catastrophic effect, namely ''Insomnia''.

Well, yesterday went for some EPL eye watching match with fellow coursemates.
It's MU vs Chelsea as you all well-known. It's indeed an eagerly awaiting match by most people. Went to MM for dinner as well as our main idea was on this match. As it was raining cats and dogs, the amount of fans were not affected. haha, still it's packed with humans. Overall, the match was totally absurd and senseless with the existence of ineffecient referee and linesman. Penalty should be actually given when the tackle was very obvious in the penalty box for each respective teams. And a goal by Drogba, whom was just substituted in, scored an offside goal..haha, it looks hilarious to me on how it was goal-ed when the linesman did nothing there and assume nothing was happening..haha. anyway, it's quite a funny match to me. It ended with 1-2. And I'm looking forward for Birmingham vs Liverpool as Liverpool was my one and only fans in EPL. I'm loyal enough. Ain't no others :P
If I were in KL, it'd be more enjoyable as I adore KL's atmosphere..not Kampar's.

Although life has been a bitch to me lately, but I still get learn some values behind this. Acceptance is vital as no matter what happens, I must willingly seeks this as a lesson and not to make any irrelevant issues when I ownself can't change any of it.
Well, I truly MISS all the movies that I've currently missed out..As most of my friends prompting me to watch this and that, it directly stimulated my jealousy to watch all of them although time is a huge factor to me. I've no time to get my ass back. that's one of the issue to me. P/S: to Lenny Tong and Evelyn Yee aka lovely couple, I think I can't watch with you all this coming weekend..I'm not going back to KL as my parents will be heading here. So sorry ya. Please accept my apology. I've truly owed u all couples of fraps and mocha's. After my finals, lets party uphill !~

Recently, many things crossed my mind and embedded to my heart. As much as you like/love/cherish/treasure/care for a person, the choice u have chosen is always the perfect one and u should be proud and contented with it. No one actually has the right to provoke a stabilized friendship and relationship.
There's no point in denying the fact that you're lying to lying to your own heart till your sorrow pours. I always TOLD myself that I'd not fall and strive it on no matter what obstacles blocking my pathway regardless of study, relationship, friendship, family and others.

I feel that you've actually left me which holds me breathless and pointless here. It made me sad to see you cry and yet still tell me a lie. It pains my heart when I see you can't make up your mind and I can't adhere to it as your mind interferes with my feelings. It's totally contradicting me. So whatever it is, I just wanna tell you I'll be by your side whenever u need any comfort or any guidance. I will always be by your side ears open ready to hear your recent updates..

I'm currently in the seventh heaven as my parents would be heading here next week although I can't really get to go back in the mean time.

I guess I can only get back after 12th May in which finals will be over at that particular day. I'm desperately waiting for that day to come but lots of hard work and determination is required for me to succeed before I can go back with a heartened mind and feeling. Lately, I can felt that I'm developing some cold and perhaps flu. keep sneezing as if lots of humans talking my bad..haha. and hopefully I still can survive this without any medication here. As H1N1 second wave seems to return lately, I'll try to control this pathetic condition in mine. God bless (:

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