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Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 8:16 PM

Let bygones be bygones and it's already the month of August. Time flies hard and u would have die hard to keep striving yourself up! Do it considered as a ghost month ? *have to consult my grandma for more info*

I just don't wish to remember my past and just to look forward and forward and just keep moving. There would be a point of no return if we keep thinking our depressed moments. So, lets be in the seventh heaven as if you will no longer survive and enjoy the best scenery of every angles in our life.
Life is just once, what for u wanna waste it when God had already given you the best out of the best ? Although there'd some sort of imperfection in our life, it's worth it. It's the timing for you to gain exploration on urself to detect what is actually missing and always figure out to rectify it and thus, improvise it.

For this week of 6-8 of August 2010, I didn't head back to my hometown.
It's simply because I forgot to go home ? Nope, it's because I didn't expect that there would not be any Microbiology practical class. If I've known it earlier, I would head back on Thursday and skipped the Neurobiology lecture class for today.
Damn, but I do believe in temptations. Perhaps this might be a right choice for me as I granted this weekend opportunity to attend a talk entitled Commercial Crime. It somehow attracted me actually in term of its title and I'm inquisitive to know what the content really insinuates about.
Although this week seems to be so-called free, but with the pending of 3 reports yet to be completed, it does not anyhow makes myself free. Uni-life as student is never free if u can't manage the time accordingly and this severely occurs on me. I think I gotta handle my time properly to avoid any wastage of time.
Time is ticking at a fast pace and I seems to be procrastinating my responsibilities. Alright, I'll change my habit initiating from next semester onwards. Sometimes, I may be seems to be strong outside, but inside my heart, I'm very infirm and fragile.
I can't really faced the reality if something unfortunate appears in front of me. I do lots of things sometimes just to gratify myself although things would not work out as imagined and may happens ghastly. So, just accept the real me for who I'm and don't talk any gibberish wordings just to indoctrinate my feelings.

In term of my academics in UTAR life, my studies seems to be so-called FINE by attending lectures, tutorials, and practicals accordingly. The lecturer and tutor for this semester are truly encouraging and can be a form of invigorating stimulus for us to keep striving up. I mean for certain lecturers only and not all. I wish it can be all, but it's rather impossible. No one is impeccable in life. Thus, we must still accept them as part of respecting their dignity and status.
Well, it's actually rather stressful when I'm coping with this study life. I mean I'm fully stressed up when dealing with loads of reports. It's like a never-ending of completing those reports. When one goes, another comes. I just wish to end this semester as soon as possible and look forward for next semester industrial training programme. It may be more realistic rather than keep studying theory and not applying to practical works. Yet, not only reports were controlling us, but with loads of test 1, test 2 and even quizzes may somehow affect my performance. The main problem is the TIME. Insufficient time to study them although I tried to organize them according to my ability and ended up as a futile work.

There's no any gimmick to score well in the exam except studying smartly. Yes, I do believe in this and I'll try my very best in coming finals as I don't want my CGPA to drop again even with a slight figure. It irritates me for keep falling from each respective semester of my Year 1 studies. Total suckness indeed. Since I'm coping with 4 Science core subjects, it's quite difficult for me to cope with occasionally. Those subjects were invigorating and very useful for future, but it's still of time management that leads to me a such a huge problem. I hope that I overcome my this type of weakness asap to avoid future challenges. On the other hand, the final examination papers would not be that easy as we thought. It would be more to application questions and test on understanding skills and not memorising facts. It's totally differ especially for Immunology paper. This paper was sent to Harvard Medical University for evaluation by professors, and the result of evaluation was graded 5/6. means ? That means it is tough and it's more to 70% understanding 30% memorising. So, could u imagine how hardy is that paper? I hope I could sustain this difficult moment prior to my exam. Hopefully it is.

For 20-22 August 2010, I'm rather disappointed to myself and felt slightly dejected as unable to follow my parents and relatives to Hat Yai. I do wish to follow them, but they would be heading on Thursday night and I don't think that I can make it as my Neurobiology presentation falls on that particular week. Oh shit, how unfortunate am I. fucked!
Thus, I've no choice but to remain hibernating in Kampar and the REAL problem arises! It's my birthday on 22 August! I could have go enjoy my BIG day in Thailand and also my sweet hometown, but NOW ? In Kampar!
Celebrating my b'day silently and lonely ? Haiz, no choice but to accept this fact. I know GOD had given the best to me. So, this year, I'm sorry to all my buddies in KL for unable to head back on Friday, as my parents woud have gone to Hat Yai. and there's no point for me to head back when my parents weren't here. Hmm, although birthday party for this year would not be successful, but I assure that for my 21st birthday, I will make it as grand as possible and send invitation cards to all of you and would not left anyone out! Hence, this year's birthday would not be that meaningful to me as I can imagine without my friends here, my hope would be entirely despaired and hampered. Alright, thats all for my latest occurences till now. Will be updating soon again :)

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