As the title illustrates, if the end do not come, how the new may arrive ? Same goes to a fantabulous new year ahead of 2012. As Jay Sean sang 2012 long time ago, which highlights ~ Life ain't always easy and everyday we are survivors. So forget today and start a new brand day again. So, just party like it's the end of the world.

No stress, no press, no confusion, no depression. Our life are committed for enjoyment. Thats why we are here. God created us everyone unique. That's why we are different. Similarity of 99% still but not 100% of course.

I knew it's has been extremely such a freakawesome long period of time giving zero updates on this blog. This is so dead..yet so dead. But hey, I'm still alive for who I am. Sorry to my followers who eagerly catching up with me although my previous post more to defamation point. Well, Christmas was over, Winter Solstice too. And upcoming New Year and subsequent Chinese New Year will be a breeze and enjoyment to most Chinese. This 2012's CNY is earlier than previous years giving me some sort of chasing for exhilarating moments for particularly two days..or even more..sendiri off k.

It's my Year 3 Tri 2 this season. I'm emerging towards my final semester next year which occupies me with 4 subjects soon. It's costly yet deadly. Ain't easy to score I guess as all more to applications questions for the final sem. Striving hard and smart I guess. Basically, not to boast out loud, exams are actually fine for me. It tests certain parts of mine. Giving indication that my brain's able to store and apply certain knowledge into exam or even future undertakings. Knowledge gained from textbook / lecture notes / public gives me more impressive uphold for further learning. I'm imterpolating all my behavioral attitude and characteristics into myself and whether you like it or not, I don't have to know.

This 2011 year has gave me lots of ups and downs throughout times. And of course, enduring it is part of the life process. Didn't endure means you didn't try to grow up maturely. No matter how many wrong-doings / failures I did, still I will repeat it again. Not only in studies, but also in relationship, and also personal clashes. As my buddies always emphasize, just keep it on-going and shall see no evil despite how difficult it is. It will soon over in no time.

Oh ya, am missing my parents, grandma and my loved ones so so so much. Feel like hugging them every seconds without letting go. The caring and happiness that they showed upon me always stimulate me to head back hometown every week. Yeah, seriously, during my short semester (2nd sem), I went back every week continuously neglecting my project unconsciously. As I know, home is where the heart lies, the footprint that I left there will never fades. Without a proper home, you will never be yourself. Trust me on that!

Well well, am waiting to celeberate New Year with my loved ones. And yeah, am going back tonight (Friday) to have night-tea session. Might be hectic or even no need to hit the sack. just keep me alive throughout the night to burn unnecessary midnight oil. This new year means a lot to me. I promise to commence a new beginning for myself this 2012. Never give a damn on those who don't give a **** back. Next year am having lotsa stuffs to do. Might not be in a hiatus mode as have to keep my works on check all the time and trying to minimize my erroneous in life.

The moment I get back home or dear's home, many delectable foods and dishes are waiting for me to consume it. Regardless whether it's tasty or not, I still regard them as tasty as they are of home-cooked foods. not Kampar! full of MSG. frankly speaking, I ate till bored in Kampar and sometimes I just have to figure out what foods really can satisfy to my level of satisfaction. haha. MCD, A&W, Wendy's,Starbucks, Subway, Dunkin Donuts, mom's and grandma cooking dishes and etc, all I get to taste them delicately here. And my grandma's cooking was delectable to me and I love it very much especially the fried bee hoon. Got chance, tell me and I'll tell my grandma to make you one. It's different, totally different.. The feeling was differ too..in the sense that I tend to eat more back in my hometown while in Kampar, I get thin easily.. : That how differentiates between thin and fat of me.

Signing off,

LevnnC

30.12.11 (1am)