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The End ?
Thursday, December 29, 2011 @ 11:56 PM
As the title illustrates, if the end do not come, how the new may arrive ? Same goes to a fantabulous new year ahead of 2012. As Jay Sean sang 2012 long time ago, which highlights ~ Life ain't always easy and everyday we are survivors. So forget today and start a new brand day again. So, just party like it's the end of the world.
No stress, no press, no confusion, no depression. Our life are committed for enjoyment. Thats why we are here. God created us everyone unique. That's why we are different. Similarity of 99% still but not 100% of course.
I knew it's has been extremely such a freakawesome long period of time giving zero updates on this blog. This is so dead..yet so dead. But hey, I'm still alive for who I am. Sorry to my followers who eagerly catching up with me although my previous post more to defamation point. Well, Christmas was over, Winter Solstice too. And upcoming New Year and subsequent Chinese New Year will be a breeze and enjoyment to most Chinese. This 2012's CNY is earlier than previous years giving me some sort of chasing for exhilarating moments for particularly two days..or even more..sendiri off k.
It's my Year 3 Tri 2 this season. I'm emerging towards my final semester next year which occupies me with 4 subjects soon. It's costly yet deadly. Ain't easy to score I guess as all more to applications questions for the final sem. Striving hard and smart I guess. Basically, not to boast out loud, exams are actually fine for me. It tests certain parts of mine. Giving indication that my brain's able to store and apply certain knowledge into exam or even future undertakings. Knowledge gained from textbook / lecture notes / public gives me more impressive uphold for further learning. I'm imterpolating all my behavioral attitude and characteristics into myself and whether you like it or not, I don't have to know.
This 2011 year has gave me lots of ups and downs throughout times. And of course, enduring it is part of the life process. Didn't endure means you didn't try to grow up maturely. No matter how many wrong-doings / failures I did, still I will repeat it again. Not only in studies, but also in relationship, and also personal clashes. As my buddies always emphasize, just keep it on-going and shall see no evil despite how difficult it is. It will soon over in no time.
Oh ya, am missing my parents, grandma and my loved ones so so so much. Feel like hugging them every seconds without letting go. The caring and happiness that they showed upon me always stimulate me to head back hometown every week. Yeah, seriously, during my short semester (2nd sem), I went back every week continuously neglecting my project unconsciously. As I know, home is where the heart lies, the footprint that I left there will never fades. Without a proper home, you will never be yourself. Trust me on that!
Well well, am waiting to celeberate New Year with my loved ones. And yeah, am going back tonight (Friday) to have night-tea session. Might be hectic or even no need to hit the sack. just keep me alive throughout the night to burn unnecessary midnight oil. This new year means a lot to me. I promise to commence a new beginning for myself this 2012. Never give a damn on those who don't give a **** back. Next year am having lotsa stuffs to do. Might not be in a hiatus mode as have to keep my works on check all the time and trying to minimize my erroneous in life.
The moment I get back home or dear's home, many delectable foods and dishes are waiting for me to consume it. Regardless whether it's tasty or not, I still regard them as tasty as they are of home-cooked foods. not Kampar! full of MSG. frankly speaking, I ate till bored in Kampar and sometimes I just have to figure out what foods really can satisfy to my level of satisfaction. haha. MCD, A&W, Wendy's,Starbucks, Subway, Dunkin Donuts, mom's and grandma cooking dishes and etc, all I get to taste them delicately here. And my grandma's cooking was delectable to me and I love it very much especially the fried bee hoon. Got chance, tell me and I'll tell my grandma to make you one. It's different, totally different.. The feeling was differ too..in the sense that I tend to eat more back in my hometown while in Kampar, I get thin easily.. : That how differentiates between thin and fat of me.
Signing off,
LevnnC
30.12.11 (1am)
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 @ 9:49 PM
'free' 1malaysia email for every malaysian
we will get our 1malaysia email soon...
n i dun understand y government spending RM50m on this sort of things...when we hav access to so many type of 'free' emails out thr already...
let's c..i had 1 hotmail, 1 gmail, 1 yahoo which i already forgotten my password, 1 working email..so tell me y do i need another 1 more email..which i couldnt even have time to log in or even bother to check?..i knew my phone could hav straight access to d email once i type it in but..y even bother?
government said it's free for us..yeah..but we'r payin tax for government to spend our money in this kinda thing...which is totally not free at all..hello? it's not a charity work where companies handle d projects for free...
for a RM50M investment juz for 1malaysia email address is...RIDICULOUS...
i knew government had plans, missions n goals which they seek from this 1malaysia email projects, but i doubt it all...due to all their other previous projects that they had done before...which ended all our tax money in d dump..for wat??
with RM50M they can actually use it to improve our internet access which is a bitch..page keep loading forever unless we pay n get ourself unifi which is not 'free'...or with RM50M they can tar up those fucking roads in my housing areas which full of large gigantic potholes that could fit my whole tayar...damn
1malaysia email? so my email will be levnnchiang@1malaysia.com? *chuckles*
@ 9:46 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2011 @ 9:47 PM
I did remember 2 years back, I keep getting myself updated everyday regardless how hectic I used to be. For now, I guess I have totally changed. It has been a long long long long long long time since I didn't favour my updates to ya all. Okay, I'd like to make my sincere apologise here. I know most of you are eager for my updates and now I would like to try my very best to fulfill your needs. With my burdening semester life in Year 2 Trimester 3 currently, I really do hope that time get to pass in a speed of light as I wanna end this torment as rapid as I could. Frankly speaking, I can't withstand this kind of study pressure. Perhaps, they said working is more stressful than studying and opting me to enjoy my study life. But, I'm vice versa of it. Yes, study is vital in life. Without any certs, u will definitely get imba of your life. Thus, I do hope after I get this cert, I would continue with my own path without disruption from others. It's interesting to consider my study life as one of the most memorable moment for me from my tadika life up till now as I get to use my brain well and stimulate my memory in such a way that I can memorise well. Well, as said by my family doctor, my brain's memory is of higher capacity than others and able to recognise things in a better manner. Sorry to boast out loud, but it's true.Hahahaha.. I love my brain much more than I can say. Well, life goes on..done with my internship in Tropicana Medical Centre as MLT with superb experience not only in work scope but in interactive communication with others during my Oct life. If time allows, I would explain in detail about my full experience gained in TMC as written in my FULL REPORT submitted to my supervisors few months ago. Don't worry, still have a hard copy in my VAIO! For now, I'm continuing back with my study ambience with 4 main subjects to study and 2 elective subjects which seems to show some significance towards my life. Sometimes, I would like to prefer to take interesting subjects rather than dull subjects which made me to yawn whenever I see the first slide of the first page of the very first subject. And of course interesting lecturers too! This semester, my favourite lecturer falls to Dr. Chew Choy Hoong teaching me Molecular Biology. Although the subject kinda tedious, but her way of teaching made me smile. Other lecturers were still great but different lecturers have their way of expressing their way of teaching. I will appreciate them as a whole whom contribute a single information into my neurobrain. Sometimes, I did felt myself in such a cumbersome manner whereby I don't really know what I really want actually which made go haywire and keep pondering back what am I doing right now is really for myself or whoever it is for god sake..It is a lethargic journey and I've to keep this going because without me, the light would be shut down and I'm gonna make sure I kill myself right away. Hopefully, till now..what I did and what I think is right and able to persists for my entire life. Everyone has their grumpy feeling once in a while or maybe in frequent way depending on whatever factor it is. Yes, I do have when thing don't get into the path I want it to be. Hopefully, cheer is always there to push you up and stay strong in this winding life. Recently, my night owl life resumes back. I just can't think any of it as lots of stuffs are exploding my mind and forces me to sleep late. Okay, every night average of 2.30am shall hit the sack..I guess I need a change for now. It's horrible when you know the effects after u reach certain ages in life. Thus, no worry and stay cool all the time. Worrying is an act in which u act childishly just to gain facial attention without getting any sympathy out of others. A quote of mine to ya all :What's the use of worrying?It never was worth while, So pack up your troubles in your kit bag,And smile smile smile. Life is wonderful to fascinate with. Just don't waste it and enjoy while you can. U'll not know when u are going to leave while others are hoping eagerly to enter this new era of life either from above the heaven or below the hell.Okay, will stop for now. I afraid if I keep typing, it won't come to an end. Well, good night all, shall hit the sack now. Signing off,LevnnC
Friday, August 6, 2010 @ 8:16 PM
Let bygones be bygones and it's already the month of August. Time flies hard and u would have die hard to keep striving yourself up! Do it considered as a ghost month ? *have to consult my grandma for more info*I just don't wish to remember my past and just to look forward and forward and just keep moving. There would be a point of no return if we keep thinking our depressed moments. So, lets be in the seventh heaven as if you will no longer survive and enjoy the best scenery of every angles in our life. Life is just once, what for u wanna waste it when God had already given you the best out of the best ? Although there'd some sort of imperfection in our life, it's worth it. It's the timing for you to gain exploration on urself to detect what is actually missing and always figure out to rectify it and thus, improvise it.For this week of 6-8 of August 2010,
I didn't head back to my hometown.
It's simply because I forgot to go home ? Nope, it's because I didn't expect that there would not be any Microbiology practical class. If I've known it earlier, I would head back on Thursday and skipped the Neurobiology lecture class for today.Damn, but I do believe in temptations. Perhaps this might be a right choice for me as I granted this weekend opportunity to attend a talk entitled
Commercial Crime.
It somehow attracted me actually in term of its title and I'm inquisitive to know what the content really insinuates about.Although this week seems to be so-called free, but with the pending of 3 reports yet to be completed, it does not anyhow makes myself free. Uni-life as student is never free if u can't manage the time accordingly and this severely occurs on me. I think I gotta handle my time properly to avoid any wastage of time. Time is ticking at a fast pace and I seems to be procrastinating my responsibilities. Alright, I'll change my habit initiating from next semester onwards. Sometimes, I may be seems to be strong outside, but inside my heart, I'm very infirm and fragile.I can't really faced the reality if something unfortunate appears in front of me. I do lots of things sometimes just to gratify myself although things would not work out as imagined and may happens ghastly. So, just accept the real me for who I'm and don't talk any gibberish wordings just to indoctrinate my feelings.In term of my academics in UTAR life, my studies seems to be so-called FINE by attending lectures, tutorials, and practicals accordingly. The lecturer and tutor for this semester are truly encouraging and can be a form of invigorating stimulus for us to keep striving up. I mean for certain lecturers only and not all. I wish it can be all, but it's rather impossible. No one is impeccable in life. Thus, we must still accept them as part of respecting their dignity and status.
Well, it's actually rather stressful when I'm coping with this study life. I mean I'm fully stressed up when dealing with loads of reports. It's like a never-ending of completing those reports.
When one goes, another comes. I just wish to end this semester as soon as possible and look forward for next semester industrial training programme. It may be more realistic rather than keep studying theory and not applying to practical works.
Yet, not only reports were controlling us, but with loads of test 1, test 2 and even quizzes may somehow affect my performance. The main problem is the
TIME. Insufficient time to study them although I tried to organize them according to my ability and
ended up as a futile work.
There's no any gimmick to score well in the exam except studying smartly. Yes, I do believe in this and I'll try my very best in coming finals as I don't want my CGPA to drop again even with a slight figure.
It irritates me for keep falling from each respective semester of my Year 1 studies. Total suckness indeed. Since I'm coping with 4 Science core subjects, it's quite difficult for me to cope with occasionally. Those subjects were invigorating and very useful for future, but it's still of time management that leads to me a such a huge problem. I hope that I overcome my this type of weakness asap to avoid future challenges.
On the other hand, the final examination papers would not be that easy as we thought. It would be more to application questions and test on understanding skills and not memorising facts. It's totally differ especially for
Immunology paper. This paper was sent to Harvard Medical University for evaluation by professors, and the result of evaluation was
graded 5/6. means ?
That means it is tough and it's more to 70% understanding 30% memorising. So, could u imagine how hardy is that paper? I hope I could sustain this difficult moment prior to my exam. Hopefully it is.
For 20-22 August 2010, I'm rather disappointed to myself and felt slightly dejected as unable to follow my parents and relatives to Hat Yai. I do wish to follow them, but they would be heading on Thursday night and I don't think that I can make it as my Neurobiology presentation falls on that particular week. Oh shit, how unfortunate am I. fucked!Thus, I've no choice but to remain hibernating in Kampar and the REAL problem arises! It's my birthday on 22 August! I could have go enjoy my BIG day in Thailand and also my sweet hometown, but NOW ? In Kampar! Celebrating my b'day silently and lonely ? Haiz, no choice but to accept this fact. I know GOD had given the best to me. So, this year, I'm sorry to all my buddies in KL for unable to head back on Friday, as my parents woud have gone to Hat Yai. and there's no point for me to head back when my parents weren't here. Hmm, although birthday party for this year would not be successful, but I assure that for my
21st birthday, I will make it as grand as possible and send invitation cards to all of you and would not left anyone out! Hence, this year's birthday would not be that meaningful to me as I can imagine without my friends here, my hope would be entirely despaired and hampered. Alright, thats all for my latest occurences till now. Will be updating soon again :)
Have a lively day and
smile more. People may fall for you when your smiling turns into their desired feelings!Signing off,LevnnC
Sunday, August 1, 2010 @ 9:42 PM
HELLO PEEPS! I know there're loads of questions that u wanna ask me regarding to my bloggie here.. and thanks a lot for alerting me in MSN and SMS. I almost forgot this blog was belong to me.. haha. perhaps my blog's chemoattractant strength was too high that it may keep indoctrinating you to keep reading my blog although it has not been updated for the past few months. Alright, I apologized for that. Now, finally I keep myself updated.Well, I just arrived back to Kampar from my sweety hometown via KTM. As usual, life's hectic. Never ever easy before since my semester initiates and lots of intervention had been occuring and this lightly affected my life. not to say how severe it is..but to accept how badly it is. Lets omit those saddening stuffs. Well, Life is full of unexpected events. never make any judgment on the surface before having a sight on the inner part. So, Don't judge a book by its cover. Let me give u one more quoting of mine --> Don't judge a car by its look. pretty cool right ? haha. well, lets get back to the main part. I'm so contented and joyfully fascinated that I was able to head back on Friday, and this is due to my high intuition to buy ticket earlier than usual and forgone those unexpected tests, and luckily there were no tests on weekend. If not, I'm doomed. haha..For the entire weekend, I'm truly aroused with myself of being keeping in touch with my family and friends. Yes, I know time is running OUT.
But I still manage to get them aggregated and lepak-ing out together. Yeah, friendship never dies. I truly believe that. On the other hand, the most amazing part of me is that I get to watch all
4 movies in a single day. Well, not to say wasting money and time to watch them, but the inexplicable feeling of mine really made me deserved to do that. Cinema feeling was indeed superb since such a long time I didn't get to enter the theatre. haha..Apart of that, FOOD is the main prority that leads me to go home.
No outside foods can ever win a lovely home-cooked foods. I truly need food! and yeah, my sweet mom cook a delectable dinner when I arrived back on Friday. it was indeed full for me as I was multi-tasking at that particular time. eating while watching TVB drama. epic right ? The feeling was unexplainable. U tend to eat more under the influence of drama. no doubt on that. So, if u can't finish any dishes, just go and get catch some movies and I bet u can finish them asap. And for today, I get to eat my dinner with my parents and grandma before taking KTM back to Kampar.
I'm so lucky and felt cherished on that! Thanks to my great parents for doing so much just for the sake of me. Indeed, I'm a mama's boy. forever ! hehe..
Although I'm unable to taste my grandma's fried mee hoon, but I truly believe some day I can eat that!! I'll contact u once I'm back again. perhaps next week ? can I ? sacrifice the USSDC talk or sacrifice myself to go home ? If I can go home, i can go for house-warming event of my relatives and meet back with my buddies!So, wh ich route should I allocates on ? Please decide for me.. *tossing a coin*
There's also 1 more thing that I wish to highlight here.. Should I or Shouldn't I head to Hat yai located in Thailand with my parents and relatives ? I just help my mom booked 3 rooms, and my feeling told me that I should go..Although I went there for numerous times, but I insist of going there again.
I wanna walk, eat, see, play, spa, massage and capturing pics! Also, spending with my loved ones is the main thing. I really do wish that I can enjoy myself there instead of stucking in Kampar and enduring the usual hectic & stressful life of mine.Sometimes, I do having an indignant feeling to myself for not able to allocate the precious time accordingly..I can just tell u frankly that my time management was one of my weak point. I truly wanna intensify on that but I just couldn't.
I'm a flexi one. I can't stand still and wait for instruction. I'll act when I know when should I do. So, I won't regard time management as one of my priority of life. It's insignificant to me. I don't care and I don't wanna see the time.
As long as I know time is keep ticking front and not back, I'm already glad :) Should I go to Hat Yai ? *tossing a coin again*
Frankly speaking, my life is full of uncertainties. I do wish that I can overcome all of them. Perhaps GOD can lend a hand. I believe on that. don't ask why. I always dream of GOD in my dream. that was already a huge sign that GOD is always beside me and keeping an eye on me.Occasionally, I'm inquisitive to know more whether how my life path would be in the future. Will it be a long safe journey or the end for me ? Past achievements did it helps no matter how ingenious u're ? *pondering forth and back*
Signing off,
LevnnC
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 10:05 PM
Just 3 days left and a new month of May will initiates soon. Well, it has been ages since I updated my blog again..not in term of lazi-ness but of hectic-ness. haha.. and out of a sudden, I've a strong inspiration to update the recent happening of me. I guess most of you are keen to know what am I actually up to. Lately, not much happenings around me but just that I'm kinda in stress mode in studying for my upcoming finals. haha.. Besides, I wrote this blog on behalf of my mom's birthday which was yesterday marked 26th. I felt so sorry and hatred of myself for not able to celebrate this special day for you. I've made a damn big mistake in my life. I should have gone back to my sweet home to do so but due to finals, I've to hibernate myself here..However, I promise myself I'll compensate back for what I've not done by combining my mom's birthday and Mother's day celebration together. this would be much more lively~ I'm gonna spare myself to treat her a special gift..Dear mother, I love you and I want you to know,I think of you wherever I go,You life me up and you're like a walking sunshine,I felt proud and lucky to have a mom like u. Well mom, your birthday is the special day ever in my life,because without you, I wouldn't have all the encompassing comfort of a mom's unconditional love,You're always there for me mom,Whenever I need you, to cheer me up or to make me smile,it raises my confidence level, your loving presence in my life, give me a reassuring feeling, of security and peace,THANK YOU MOM!and HAPPY BIRTHDAY! My love for you will never sank no matter what happens. I'm borned to repay what you have done to me from the day I came out from your womb. I appreciate to have you in my LIFE! Alright, lets back to my normal routine of life. Today woke up around 9am..was this considered early ? Well, I guess so..Although this week is meant to be a study week for final's preparation, but still I will wake up early..I gotta head myself to the library! to sleep? of course NOT,my intention is to study with the presence of air-cond. haha..went for brunch with friends before heading to uni's library..Started my studying journey from noon till 3.30pm..Wanna know what am I studying? haha. I'm revising on Metabolic Biochemistry of Lipid Metabolism..
woah, my brain is fully utilized by all the pathways of it together with the enzymes, by-products and compound name which almost took me few hours to complete it..studying this was stressful as it consumed lots of energy from my brain..haiz..My friend and I felt kinda exhausted and lagging brain started after some time...haha, so we take a break and decided to visit our lecturers. haha..We decided to go and meet Ms Anto, but initially she wasn't there..
then, we saw Mr Raja Kumar outside the office..We talked to him and he said that he will paste the coursework marks on his door this Thursday..haha..And he also talked to us and asked us not memorise for his subject but to fully understand it..as memorising would not help much..haha..I'll mind his words.
Next, we plan to find Ms Michelle as we wanna know our individual marks..I seen my mid-term marks and it satisfied me..also seen the lab reports, it also made me feel good..and after seeing my lab test and quiz marks, I'm totally speechless..this was the first ever worst thing I had did in my study life..haiz..this in turn contributes me to a low coursework marks just because of these two components..well, finals is the only hope now..haha..
And then we went to Ms Anto's room again..and yeah she was here finally.. We sat down and chit-chatted with here regarding everything but of course not about final stuffs..haha..yeah, I learnt a lot of thing from what we have chatted..I felt so proud to have this lecturer to gain support from for this semester..maybe I think I should continue with my Master's after my degree is over..Thanks a lot Ms Anto :)
Around 5pm, headed back to library and continued studying for a while. The library's population was kinda huge as most of them were stressing for finals too like how we do..haha..the stress level is absolutely high and it freaks me out sometimes..Before heading back to hostel, went to Block A to find Ms Joginder to check out our coursework marks..and unfortunately, she wasn't there..haha..so we couldn't see..and instead we saw Ms Violet..haha..and now I finally know why most of her students regarded her as purple dinosaur..haiz..so bad..no matter how bad/worst our lecturer is, we still have to pay full respect as they are more elite than us and will guide us one day..life is unpredictable..so we should appreciate for what we have currently, and not blindly whining. Went for dinner around 7.30pm and back to hostel again to strand myself in this tedious room..Well, that's all about me for today..
Have an enjoyable day peeps!Signing off,
LevnnC